It's a Rainbow!

Not a good one though. What do I mean by that, you ask? I mean that my cm is being crazy. Yesterday it was the regular creamy white color. And then by afternoon it was looking brownish. And then last night it was tinged with red. Today I didn't have much, but it was red. Now it's back to a brownish color. What will tomorrow hold? Hopefully it will just be a normal, non almost period time color. I'm around 8dpo today, so I'm hoping that the brown/pink/red/brown thing is from implantation. It's probably a slim chance, but I still have to hope.

And speaking of 8dpo (which stands for days past ovulation), I took a pregnancy test today. For some god awful reason I thought it would be a great idea. No. BFN. (Which means big fat negative!) Yep. Negative. But if it is implantation, there's no possible way it would be positive yet. Actually getting a BFP (big fat positive) is pretty hard to do at 8dpo. I've decided to wait another week, and if my period is not here by then, then I'll take another test. A week from today, I'll be 15dpo. If it's not positive then, it probably won't be positive at all. But like I said in the first paragraph, I'm not really sure what's going on right now. Like always. Le sigh.

We watched Dinner for Schmucks today. If you're on the fence about watching, my advice is to just do it. Like Nike. The shoes, not the mythical figure.

Also? That crazy bitch that called the restaurant Tuesday? She called again! Long story short, she's kind of stalking my boss and threatened to kick my ass in the parking lot. So Tim filed a police report. Plain and simple. I'm still wondering if I should carry some kind of protection to and from my truck though.

FINALLY got my oil changed. It was only 2 months and 3000 miles overdue. I know. That's a lot. I drive. Lots and lots. Anyways, it's changed now and my tires are balanced and the valve stems are repaired. I feel so much safer. Except for I still need my brakes fixed. My sister says the same thing is wrong with hers. She says it's something called the brake booster and it's out. My brake pedal is really hard to push and sounds like air. Which it should not be doing. Soon as I get some extra money, I'm gonna look into getting that fixed.

So. I guess that's it. If you have an extra minute, cross your fingers or say a prayer or send good vibes my way. And if you can, please focus all of that stuff on my uterus and the hypothetical embryo in there. Hypothetical, I say. Don't you go getting your hopes up any higher than mine. (I've set a pretty high bar, though.) Ok, enough. Goodnight. Good stuff/energy/whatever you believe in is appreciated in advance.